The Biggest Meme Ever

Despite my occasional crankiness toward Dr. Phil, this most recent series has got me thinking. So since he assigned his guests some homework, I thought I'd do my damnedest as well. Good luck to you who try:

Write down 20 things you’ve started, but not finished:

1. Fallen in love, completely
2. Trusted another person
3. Found a job
4. Trusted myself
5. Financially supported myself
6. Forgiven my father
7. Forgiven my mother
8. Forgiven myself
9. Lost weight

Write five pages on the loneliness in your life:

No-one wants to read 5 pages of my loneliness. I'll still give this a big think. I never felt as lonely as when I alienated my friends from my first year of law school. I wonder, though, how much of it was my fault.

Write five pages on the current deadness in your life:

I have no job.

I'm not supporting myself.

I wonder how much I'm settling.

Write five pages on how you get in your own way in life:

I am selfish.

I work hard to get people to adore me, and then I use them.

List 20 times when you asked for or needed love and were denied:

1. When I was about 6, I followed my father to the garage. He either didn't know or didn't care that I was following him. He closed the door on my fingers. I cried, and cried. He told me that it was my fault for following him.

List 20 times someone asked for or needed your love and you denied them:

Oh, this question will take more soul searching then I'm ready to do at this point.

Write a 65-item “bitch list”:

I'm not sure 65 items is enough.

Judge if you will - then try this meme. Then even consider posting it to the Internet. Or just try to list five instances.

Wow, I am defensive.