Waiting

I'm waiting for a phone call. Yes, of course, I could be the one who calls. But this silly game of phone calls is how I manage. I'm not going to call him (eventually I will, and I will know I lose).

It seems so silly, yet, I play these games. I don't want to be too needy. Still, I have to hide those feelings from him.

Crap!! The song came on again. B., you'll totally get this.