Postponed

Hey folks, my vacation has been postponed and needless to say, I'm sad and upset. There's just no money right now. The boy and I are both strapped and trying to survive on crumbs. I could get the money together to go, but he really can't, and he's justifyibly proud. Also, one person paying for everything throws off the power dynamic, and it's even worse if it's the woman doing all the paying. For better or for worse, the boy and I can be pretty traditional about such things.

I can't help but worry what will happen to us now. To us as poor individuals, but also to the "us". It takes lesser things to break people apart, and from what I understand, money can just ruin everything. It's so hard to talk about and it's so close to the forefront of my mind...

Sorry for the ramble. I needed to get this off my chest but I need to get to my temp job so I don't have time to edit and polish this post.