Mistake?

It's entirely possible that I made a mistake today. I have (had?) plans for this evening. They are creative plans, and plans that I would only make with this one person. However, to make this work, I had to send an email today. Now, in the past week-ish, I've been fulfilling my obligations. A conversation last night made me question. So today, I tried, I wrote, I did my best, but I couldn't send the email that was required of me. One, where I work, employers block anything that might be personal. Two, I know they read my email. So I just couldn't do it.

So, have I ruined my plans? Time shall tell, and my desire to keep those plans change as well.

Damnit! I was so much happier in the past week. Now it feels like everything has consequences.