How It's Going To Be

I have to tell you, I am so pleased that it's 2010.  As I type, I'm listening to Snow Patrol's Just Say Yes.  I love this song.  I'm a bit disappointed that it's attached to a movie.  This means it'll be ruined.

AnyHoo...

I've made my resolutions for this year.  They do tend to morph back and forth, but they're mine, and I will make them work.  I intend to reintroduce myself to me.  As it turns out, I'm pretty fucking awesome and I don't give myself enough credit.

I'm going to trust both my training and my instincts at work.

I'm going to really care about myself, both physically and mentally.

I'm going to show love when I feel it.  Even when it's not returned in the way I'd like.

I'm going to figure out when to lift up my walls and when to let my guard down.  I will make mistakes over and over as I figure this one out, but that's OK.  There's never a downside to showing someone how you really feel.

I'm going to be honest and tell people when they hurt me.  I've always been afraid of being left alone.  But do I really need people who betray my trust as  friends?  No.  No, I do not.  This one will be difficult, because I've lived so long with the mantra, "Do you want to be right or do you want to be happy?"  You know what?  They're not mutually exclusive.

Thank you, all of you, for going on this journey with me.  It's not easy, but I love sharing with you and I so appreciate that you listen/read to me.

2010 is OUR year.  Indeed.  Let's do this journey together.