Friday, January 18, 2008

Betrayal

Tonight I found out that my father accessed my bank account. This account only has me, and not my mom or anyone else. I can't believe what an ass he is. I also can't believe that my bank allowed him access.

Tomorrow I'm going to have a chat with the bank. Sunday I'm going to have a chat with my father.

What hurts most is since I've been back here, he and I have gotten on well. I can't believe what an idiot I've been. When I was a kid, I was a tattletale. It took me years to regain the trust of my siblings and my mom. Now, I let myself believe that my dad and I were rebuilding a relationship. I wish I had trusted myself before; I just wanted acceptance from him.

I have never felt so betrayed. I hope he can live with the consequences.

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