It's Done

After some time talking with my mother, my sister, and most importantly, the boy, I have bought my tickets to go see him. The boy and I have had some communication difficulties lately, not made easier by his hectic schedule and my competing desires to hide in a corner and go to bed super-early.

But the boy and I had a talk on Sunday. Well, I did most of the talking. He listened (!) and let me ramble on about what's been stewing in my head. And I am about 100% happier than I was last week.

So I now have tickets. And a sense of excitement that I can barely contain. I've been so nervous, as you long-time readers know. Nervous that create neuroses. And I'm sure that I'll have anxiety pangs as it gets closer. But more than anything else, I'm thrilled.

17 days to go.