I Think, Redux

Yeah, I know that eventually you'll get tired of my reduxes, but since it's so close to the bar, you'll tolerate me. This is a redux of this post.

I think...

That I might actually pass this time.

That my desire to be a lawyer is stronger, although my fear of it has increased.

That I can be a narcissist.

That I love knowing a little about what's going on in my friends' lives. Not necessarily my close friends, but people who I considered friends along the way. (And in English, that means that I'm enjoying getting to re-know some folks.)

That occasionally asking for what you want might actually get you what you want.

That some random farewells are for the best. (I mean, there need not be a big, flowery scene.)

That this little relationship I've been having serves only to restore my self-esteem, and isn't an answer.

That I still need to work on believing in myself.

That I'm still glad that I have some anonymity, even as I work harder for more reclaim.

That what I said above I will contradict for possibly ever until...