Friday, February 8, 2008

Valentine's Day

I was thinking of the guys I've loved over the years, and the reasons that I loved them.

1. Jim - No one ever made me feel more beautiful and desired.

2. Brian - He understood me and was calm with me, which kept me calm.

3. Matt - He defended my honor (oddly enough to Brian after we split).

I've dated other guys along the way, and thought that I loved them, but I was never really in love with them.

OK, for one split second with my ex-fiancé, Graeme - there was one day where I was getting ready for work, and I felt that overwhelming feeling of being loved. He was far away, and I don't know for sure if he was thinking of me, but I felt loved. (Plus, once he sent me a card which totally fit ME. I was amazed that he knew me that well. I wish I had known him that well.)

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