Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Pressure

May I rant?  I'm feeling quite overwhelmed.  I'm working.  I'm inviting new clients to decide if they want me to represent them.  I'm planning a wedding, for the love of Pete.  I'm dealing with other peoples' interests more than I am with mine.

It's generally what I do, until I break down and freak out and scare/alienate the piss out of people.  I'm tired, as well.  Have I mentioned that I'm tired?  Have I mentioned how much I hate sleeping alone and not being protected from the world?  Have I mentioned that if I'm lucky, I get four straight-through hours of sleep each night?

But I get up every day, like we all do, and carry on, wearing the mask (slippery) and engaging.

I know this is going to sound ultra-super-astoundingly self-centered, but the question remains:

When is it my turn?

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